Life is not getting any better for me! Firstly I need to say sorry to my classmates. I know how hard is it for you guys to not see me for the lessons during the 1 week lessons but I need you guys to understand something which I’ve been going through for a long time in life. This is very complicated to understand but I can’t explain all the things that I’m going through now! Life has not been any easier for me to digest and move on! I find it really difficult to move on from where I am standing. Things that I have been going through have been really hard on me and maybe it’s just the way that I cannot handle things around. I know that this may not sound convincing enough but the strong Veeknesh who has been fighting in the school is no longer around.

All I know is that once someone who was really close to me had went through the same problems that I am facing now but he didn’t make it through the way that I want to through this. Looking at him is just freaking me up and making me lose my inner most fighting spirit. I just don’t want to end up like him who has just succeeded nothing except losing everyone that he had and had no future. I am going through a real big time stress and I really hope that no one get into the same thing as me. Losing friends, family members, trust that you gained from your loved ones and turning the world against you is not what I want or wish for. I just don’t know what I am going to do after this but all I know is that I don’t have any idea on losing any one of this. If that happens, I am afraid that you might not see me again as what I used to be! I am so sorry that I’ve got things out of hand!

Hope you understand!

Veeknesh