.Sunday, April 12, 2009 ' Y
Why Do You Abandon Me ?
ARHHHH!!!
I am god damned stressed up! I am a confused, I want to die. I am so confused with myself... Is there anyone in this world that can help me? I do understand most of you guys are trying your level best to help me out here but I just don’t think that the answers you guys are giving me are not the answers that I am looking for within me! I JUST CANNOT/ DONNOT KNOW HOW TO EXPRESS MYSELF??? Arhh!!! I just feel like crying out all my things but I can’t because I do not know the main problem with me. I don’t know why am I worried for my future, and I don’t know why am I worried for my current life but all I know is that I need to do something about it before it is going to be too late and ending up regretting... Maybe I should visit an IMH doctor to know what is wrong with me... I can’t understand myself and that is really making me go mad... Irritated with myself, I just need someone help to figure out what is wrong with me. Maybe it’s my lifestyle. I just don’t get anything. I am really worried sick of myself. I see many happy and smiling but I don’t know if these people are being what they truly are inside. At least can someone tell me how do you pretend outside as if nothing is happening in your life?
ALL I CAN SAY NOW IS THAT I AM STRESSED!!!!!!!!!!Hope that I will be alive to post the next time :(
Veeknesh
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